At This Moment

Rio Grande Valley Haiku #1

2009-03-07T17:03:00.002-06:00

humid evening air by the window

sweat from brow to chest

bed and body are one.

Dos Mas....More Later

2008-10-26T13:47:00.003-05:00

Puerto Rico Bello

2008-10-26T13:40:00.004-05:00

Just got back from a work related trip to Puerto Rico. In between conference meetings and expensive lunches, I did manage to visit Viejo San Juan and other tourist areas. I'll be posting photos of Puerto Rico. Full confession. Since I didn't want to be seen as a "gringo tourist", I spoke Spanish all the time and said I was a mexican tourist. Tee-hee. It paid off! Bueno. First photo:

Out of the loop

2008-09-15T12:39:00.004-05:00

For now, I have been out of loop of sorts with my blog. Aside from work and family, I have been kept busy with community issues (Resist the Wall, etc) and my meditation community, Flor de Nopal Sangha. Add to that, I am trying to get my reading habits up to par. For what is worth, I am reading 1491. OK....I am still perusing.

Not so far from the truth

2008-08-03T10:57:00.000-05:00

This is from the Onion....

Diebold Accidentally Leaks Results Of 2008 Election Early

...but wish it wasn't true:

Pizzas

2008-07-28T15:58:00.003-05:00

It's minor and the grand events of everyday life that gives us a glimpse to this bizarre social-economic system we live in.

Before Hurricane Dolly came by, I had the not so pleasant experience of going to a local chain pizza eatery that offers buffet from 12pm to 2pm. Ah. The delights of mass produced pizza. Not being one to be good on time at any event, I arrived with a hungry belly at 2:10pm. When I arrived at the counter, I paid the cashier for a regular meal and noticed right behind her the buffet table. The table had seven pizzas being kept alive under cooking lights. I kept staring at them. What would they do with the overproduction? Give it to a lucky customer? Save it and give it to the cooks? Ride as fast as they could and go to the local shelter? Ah. No. That would encourage folks to eating free pizza. Can't have that!! The manager approached the pizzas quietly with a trashcan. Slowly. Picked one. By. One. And throw them away. Throw away seven complete uneaten untouched good pizzas. I kept my eyes locked at the manager who seemed perturbed at being caught throwing away good food. He stopped at pizza number 3. I sat and he returned to throw away the rest.

What to do? At minimum, at our own personal level, think about what you throw away in your garbage can. Even if you do not agree with Freegans/Freeganism or dumpster diving, these two videos should give you food for thought (no pun intended):

Erik El Astronauta

2008-07-20T12:40:00.001-05:00

Fox News - Mouth Piece of the Empire.

2008-07-18T13:08:00.000-05:00

Nas....tell 'em what time is it!

The Soundrack To My Life

2008-06-28T17:55:00.001-05:00

Add this somewhere in the soundtrack to my life. You know. Those last minutes of existence, before the cycle ends.

1984

2008-06-26T11:08:00.002-05:00

Yes. The ominous year. 1984. Big Brother. The book by Orwell. I read it for a High School assignment and found it depressing. Of course, not as depressing as the actual dictatorships in real time. Nevertheless, the book didn't have an impact on me as much as other books I read during my high school years. No. The year 1984 was memorable for other reasonr. No. Not the trashing of Mondale by Ronald Reagan in the presidential elections. Though, I can't still see how I survived that era, the year were made memorable and tolerable by two cult films:

The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension

Repo Man

Hacking Democracy

2008-06-21T14:49:00.004-05:00

This is part 1 of a 9-part video on how "Democracy" works in America. If this does not make you go out and fight for Participatory and Representative Democracy.........

.........then check your numbness in your heart.

In Mexico, where I was born and raised, in the 70's & 80's, it was naked electoral fraud. We, Mexicans, even created a vocabulary for the different ways of committing fraud and the fraud makers. "Mapaches" (Racoons) for the ballot box stealers. "Tacos" for the way you bundled ballots like a taco and then stuffed the ballot box. "Raton Loco" for the voters who went searching for the "nobody-knows-where-the-voting-precint-is-located". On and on. They are still stealing elections in Mexico. But. We have learned from one of our neighbors how to do it better.

Selling "Buddhism" - The Schtuff

2008-06-17T11:14:00.005-05:00

Buddhism, like all human activity, has objects. Ritual or almost-ritual objects. I, being a human still attached to objects, do peruse stores and web pages for Buddhist, socialist, UU, etc. schtuff. In this case, yesterday, I was looking for Buddhist "schtuff."

I am amazed at the expensive stuff out there for what seems, to my eye, inexpensive. I am not sure if the Buddha had a certain profit margin that he felt was Dharmish.

I guess some folks gotta make a buck, but sometimes checking some of the "schtuff" sellers' web pages, it makes wonder who buys the stuff. Take for example this:

This is sold as a handcrafted incense cup sold for $22.00. The web page doesn't say why this is a "special" cup. Is this sold directly by the pottery makers? Are these pottery makers earning a living wage? Was this cup brought over from the deep mountains from an ancient Chan monastery? Was this blessed by a 300-year old Zen master? Who knows. Just pay $22....(does not include shipping and handling.)

Yesterday, I went to one of those discount salvage stores. Folks that buy crates of unsold goods & re-sell 'em. I usually go there once a week and see if I can find some chacharas to buy on the cheap. Yesterday, I found what looks to me like a small blue soup dish. Really pretty. Good enough to be an incense cup. Price? $1.00.

Charlie Rose meets Samuel Becket

2008-06-16T14:10:00.002-05:00

I have no problem stating that I am part of the Grand Lodge of the Ignaro. Have only seen parts of Becket's Waiting for Godot. Aside from that, nil. Nevertheless, I never let my membership in that great club get in the way of understanding some of the "heavier" humor.

Burke Lecture: Buddhism in a Global Age of Technology

2008-06-13T14:58:00.001-05:00

This is a good broad introduction into the growth Buddhism as world religion. This video comes courtesy of the University of California TV.

Quote of the Day

2008-06-10T22:34:00.003-05:00

Anytime one talks to me about religion in the manner that it is detached from our existence, from our reality. Anytime anyone mentions religion as a mere rite or as a tool to maintain an oppressive socio economic system. I remember this quote.

Solaris

2008-06-09T09:35:00.003-05:00

Spoiler alert!!!

One of those rare occasions where I have read the book and seen the movie. In this case, I saw the 1972 Russian movie version of Stanislav Lem's novel "Solaris" first and then read the novel almost 10 years later. The movie version by Andrei Tarkovsky is meditative science fiction in the only way Russian's can make novels and movies. Almost over two hours long (the VHS version was two cassettes when I watched it!), it's an almost faithful version of Lem's novel. Almost since Lem's novel is mostly Polish magical realism full of ideas and plot that would be a challenge to anyone to turn it into a movie. Steve Soderbergh did his version in 2002, but it's just different. It's not a bad movie. But. Soderbergh's version just doesn't get to me as Tarkovsky's. Google this movie and you may get a different take. Nevertheless, the last scene in Tarkovsky's version almost makes me cry (yes, I admit it). Without the proper context, the video below makes no sense. And if you don't want ruin two hours of 1970's Russian science fiction film viewing, then stop reading here. Do yourself a favor. Find this movie and rent it.

24 Hour Party People

2008-06-09T09:11:00.003-05:00

Yes. It a movie by Steve Coogan. A silly little movie as my dad my call it. But. It captures a moment in modern rock culture. A moment that I was not part of and did appreciate until I turned into my 20's. Living in Nuevo Laredo, Mexico, during the late 70's, this scene was not part of the pop culture in that town. Nevertheless, once I found it, I started my music collection. A dear friend of mine, Raul Cano, got me hip to this movie. It's hard to find and rent in my area, but it's worth the try.

Step Outside....And Be.

2008-06-08T19:56:00.008-05:00

Today, my jardinero came for his monthly visit to cut my arid grassland. Not sure what he finds to cut since I haven't planted any non-native grass and most of the vegetation is "desert loving" kind. But. He comes. And does his tasks. He doesn't miss his schedule. With the price of gas going up, with work hard to come by, and with an a new addition to his family, he has to double his work.
Rigo. That's his name. Does his work with all his energy, thoroughness, and with the hand of a master craftsman. So, today was no exception. He came. I lend him my machine. Talked about his family and the economy. He did his work. Asked for a knife to cut some nopales and a cup of water. Once done, he said goodbye and another cycle passes by.
He piqued my curiosity with his cutting of the nopal. Outside, behind my house, I have a full blown grown nopal. I have not noticed my dwelling from the outside as much as I should. Had the nopalli grown that much? Today. I wanted to do something different. I wanted to step outside this cocoon that atomizes. Experience this world this moment outside.
I stepped outside and made a plan just to walk. Walk around the home. Walk in the grassland. Walk in the dirt. Check the neighborhood. But. More importantly, contemplate my nopal. It did not disappoint. It welcomed me with its many flowery fingers and green presence in a brown ground. I was awakened again to what I miss when I do not stop and get out of my routine. If all I could do was stand in its presence and take a picture of the moment, then I would be satisfied. And I was.

BBC Documentary on Sartre

2008-06-02T15:37:00.002-05:00

This is one of a three part series from the BBC on key existentialist philosophers.

More thoughts on this. But. For now. Sartre.

Garfield Minus Garfield

2008-05-26T20:57:00.002-05:00

There is something oddly existentialist or zen about this remixed comic series.

Garfield minus Garfield

The first post is always the hardest

2008-05-25T00:26:00.004-05:00

...and the one first to go.

As of now, no grand schemes nor comments. No new theory. No new beliefs systems. No goal to reach. Just is. Text. Photo. As written. At this moment.